"Enough!"
"Get out!"
Unable to bear hearing Wen Yan's inner thoughts any longer, Si Luochen's face darkened with a cold, fierce gloom. He grabbed a chair and hurled it savagely towards Wen Yan and Si Moyan.
Si Moyan wrapped his arms around Wen Yan and swiftly turned, but the chair still struck his back.
A long, bloody welt appeared on Si Moyan's back.
He glanced back at Si Luochen, his narrow eyes sharp and icy. "Have you lost your mind?"
Si Luochen's slender eyes held a mix of madness and bloodlust. "If you don't get out now, I can get even crazier!"
Wen Yan was getting a real taste of the little yandere's temper.
He was definitely the craziest one among the Si siblings.
"I'll come back later to talk to him alone." Wen Yan pulled Si Moyan away.
The moment they stepped out, the door slammed shut heavily behind them.
Si Luochen sat on the edge of the bed. He took out a diary from his black backpack.
He had retrieved this diary from a locked cabinet in Xia Zhi's dorm room.
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
Today is my nineteenth birthday. My family didn't call. They probably forgot my birthday again. It's okay, I'm used to it.
I took a small cake to the rooftop of the teaching building. I sang "Happy Birthday" to myself and made a wish before blowing out the candle.
I took a bite. A cake for one is still sweet.
After finishing the cake, I was about to leave when I looked up and suddenly noticed two entangled figures in a dark corner of the rooftop.
In the dim light, I saw they were two boys.
One was Jiang Chao, the school bully. The other was actually Zhou Xuyun, who had pursued me for a long time before I rejected him!
I left in a panic, hoping they hadn't seen me.
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
I was on edge all day. Thankfully, Jiang Chao and Zhou Xuyun didn't come after me.
In the evening, I went out for a walk and actually met a tall, skinny little beggar under the overpass.
He wore tattered, filthy clothes, his face was dirty black as if unwashed for ages. He looked so pitiful.
I gave him a hundred dollars, bought him some food, and sat with him for a while.
There are actually people in this world more pitiful than me. I should live more positively and optimistically, not be defeated by reality.
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
Another day spent with the little beggar. I thought life would just pass by uneventfully.
But the thing I feared has happened.
Back in the dorm, I found my bed soaked with urine.
Furious, my eyes red, I demanded to know who did it. No one in the dorm paid me any attention.
I went to the dorm supervisor, who instead blamed me for poor interpersonal skills and told me to reflect on myself.
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
At breakfast in the cafeteria this morning, someone deliberately splashed scalding hot soup on me. That person didn't apologize but mocked me for wetting the bed at my age.
Last night was clearly someone maliciously messing with me, and now they're spreading lies that I wet the bed.
I can't defend myself. I went to the restroom to rinse my red, scalded arm, but the door was locked from the outside. Countless basins of cold water were poured over my head from above, accompanied by brazen laughter outside.
I was locked in for a full ten hours. After being let out, I reported it to my advisor, but the result was even fiercer retaliation.
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
They burned me with cigarette butts today. Every day, I feel like death would be better than living.
Only when I'm with the little beggar do I feel alive.
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
I really can't take it anymore. I went to find Jiang Chao, the school bully, myself.
In front of Zhou Xuyun, Jiang Chao slapped me hard several times, then had people strip me naked and took photos of me.
He told me to be his and Zhou Xuyun's dog from now on, until they were satisfied.
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
I don't understand why they treat me like this. I didn't mean to see them entangled on the rooftop. I haven't said a word to anyone about it. Why retaliate against me?
I called my grandma, told her I wanted to return to China, that I didn't want to study abroad anymore.
Grandma scolded me harshly. She said I'm not allowed back until I finish my studies, to avoid shaming her.
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
Every day, I'm ordered around like a dog. If they're unhappy, they can torture and humiliate me at will.
Life feels so meaningless. But every time I see the little beggar, I feel I should live on strongly, like a blade of grass.
Otherwise, no one will talk to the little beggar anymore, no one will bring him food, no one will play the piano for him.
But, I'm really about to break.
Can I drop out and go beg under the overpass with the little beggar, wander the world?
XX Year, XX Month, X Day.
It's been half a year of their bullying. Jiang Chao told me to go to the racetrack this evening. He and Zhou Xuyun broke up. He said he wants to settle things with me.
I hope he really lets me go!
The date of Xia Zhi's last diary entry was also the day of her accident.
No one knows what happened at the racetrack that day. It's only known that she eventually jumped from a car and was severely injured.
She's still in the ICU now, fighting for her life.
Si Luochen still remembers how she looked when he visited her in the hospital—pale and weak, lying on the hospital bed.
Tubes everywhere.
Her arms under the hospital gown were skeletal.
The marks from cigarette burns and cuts from knives or forks were stark and glaring.
After her accident, not a single family member came to see her.
For half a year, she had kept him company under the overpass. She never spoke ill of anyone, never mentioned her own experience of being bullied.
She was always like a little sun, her face wearing a bright smile, full of vitality and radiant cheerfulness.
If he hadn't gone to her school and secretly obtained her diary, he would never have discovered the immense suffering she had endured.
Jiang Chao, Zhou Xuyun, and those roommates of hers who abetted the bullies—he wouldn't let a single one of them off!
Among them, the most deserving of death, the most despicable, is Jiang Chao.
Leveraging his identity as the young master of a crime syndicate, he acts without restraint, tyrannizing others, displaying the most vicious and ugly aspects of human nature to the extreme!
Si Luochen closed the diary, his slender phoenix eyes bloodshot.
"I know you brought poison, hidden under your pinky fingernail. Just a tiny amount in Jiang Chao's drink, and he'll kick the bucket instantly!"
The door was suddenly pushed open. A charming, beautiful face peeked in through the crack.
Perhaps afraid he might throw a chair at her again, she quickly pulled her head back after saying that. After a few seconds, seeing no reaction from him, she cautiously peeked in again.
Their eyes met.
The ferocity hadn't yet faded from Si Luochen's eyes.
Wen Yan blinked her beautiful eyes. "But have you thought about this? Jiang Chao, as the young master of a crime syndicate, will be extremely cautious about what he drinks. What if you don't manage to poison him and end up getting yourself killed instead?"
Si Luochen didn't understand why Wen Yan was meddling.
How dangerous this place was, did she think he didn't know? Coming here, he never planned to leave alive!
"I told you and Big Brother to get lost. My affairs are none of your concern!"
[This little yandere tells me and his big brother to get lost, but he's actually afraid we'll get dragged into this, isn't he?]
[His mouth is just too sharp, doesn't know how to speak nicely.]
[If we leave, he really will—]
